‘The Pain of Separation’

“I will see you Friday….it won’t be long”, I told my hugs before he left to work out of town for a week. 

I thought I’m already immune about the pain of being separated from someone you love, or just even your family member…but still I’m not, I dont think I will ever feel immune.  But, most of the times you have no choice so you have to be able to accept the fact that you have to be separated with them.   I’m just thankful that we dont have to leave out of the country and wait for years or more before we’ll see each other again. 

Years of separation is the one I consider ‘emotional torture’, YES! I felt that and I dont want that to happen again nor let my hugs experience it.  It was devastating, I’m so thankful to SU GOD that I was given a strong beautiful mind to be able to handle such situation because if not, I’m probably somewhere in a psychiatric facility, talking to the wall or seeing an imaginary friend that I will call “Isidora ka! Padilla kang kawatan”, scary yeah? 

Anyway, its already Thursday, just one more night and he will be home soon.  My boys missed him so much as well.  I just have to keep telling myself…it wont be long. 

-e!